i miss my blog. havent been posting but been reading other blogs. PMR is around the corner and been so busy and tired with life at school and i just feel like my life is stagnant. i cant think. i cant do anything right, i just dunno what is wrong with me right now...

i feel like there are too many things that i have to take care of before im 100% ready to face PMR. Study? havent been doing thst since August. i know i have to studay and i WANT to study but at the same time i dont want to. you ever get the feeling like that?

i off and really tired. see ya

I'm one of those people who shed silent tears in the shower. I'm one of those people who hugs their knees and bury their heads in them. I'm one of those people who pick on everything they see in the mirror. I'm one of those people who run their fingers all over their body hoping it'll heal. I'm one of those people who are so badly damaged yet everyone seems to think otherwise. I can't help but be just another one of those people and feel sorry for myself and I know there's no way I'm ever going to get out of this spiral of misery.

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