so its been a week after first day of skol n urgh... evrything was like a plane cashing down the Bermuda.T_T. when i was washing my shoes jus now, there was a gum stuck under my shoe that i exhausted tryin 2 get... it... off!!!>,<. @ dinner my sis n i were talkin n talkin n all of a sudden my dad scolded us... i mean wth. jus yesterday he s8 i was the underdog @ skol n was so shy. make up ur mind. i my head i jus want 2 say 'ur jus jealous cuz we hev lots 2 talk a bout. ur jus a boring old man @ a boring old office evryday' wut?! i afraid he would curse me or sumtin if i s8 it so i didnt.

Labels: awkward, problems

I'm one of those people who shed silent tears in the shower. I'm one of those people who hugs their knees and bury their heads in them. I'm one of those people who pick on everything they see in the mirror. I'm one of those people who run their fingers all over their body hoping it'll heal. I'm one of those people who are so badly damaged yet everyone seems to think otherwise. I can't help but be just another one of those people and feel sorry for myself and I know there's no way I'm ever going to get out of this spiral of misery.

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