yeay 2moro's the last day of skol n then theres CNY nex week. but still the teacher will continue torchering us in n out of skol.X_X.L0L. so i jus got bak from brem mall. i bought sum books 2 read yeah rite.n den write bout it in my NILAM book. unfortun8ly my BM teach is soo anoying, she s8 i must write more den 10 stories/books. n in the NILAM book i hev 2 find meanings 4 10 new words i find in the book n if not, my name will b staplered on the notice board 'murid x antar buku NILAM - Zahid Zulfiqar' imagine how embarrassing that would b. i need 6 more stories n i hevent started reading any of the books i jus bought. bsides im not much of a reader i jus watch movies. that y i dun waste money on harry potter thick book which BTW smells like mayonnaise sori 2 say.

so anyway im really xcited bout the week holiday. im gonna b bak 2 my kampung in perak. still dunno which 1 yet.man i miss my cousins. so last thing i wanna say is HEV A GR8 CNY N GONG XI FA CAI 2 all the chinese n u 2 azzlyn.

almost 4got, i meyb posting personal vids n pics on this blog so im hoping they wont turn out awful cuz im much of a gud photographer either. hehe. waaa all of a sudden so humble.....

I'm one of those people who shed silent tears in the shower. I'm one of those people who hugs their knees and bury their heads in them. I'm one of those people who pick on everything they see in the mirror. I'm one of those people who run their fingers all over their body hoping it'll heal. I'm one of those people who are so badly damaged yet everyone seems to think otherwise. I can't help but be just another one of those people and feel sorry for myself and I know there's no way I'm ever going to get out of this spiral of misery.

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