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Happy Teachers' Day

Hello again.
Its been a long time since my last post and Im Baaaaaaack~
Today with a very special wish,
*drumroll

Yes! Im one day late for a Teachers' Day wish but I think its forgivable.
hehe
I personally would like to thank all of my teachers back when i was in kindergarten, primary school SK Kampung Jambu, my secondary school when i was in Form 1 & 2, SMK King Edward VII and also to those in SMK Raja Ali. Happy Teachers' Day. 

But enough with lovey-dovey wishes,
Moving on to a very serious matter.

I have been noticing that some teachers in my present school, they dont like me that much.
I actually feel upset and down about this thing and it really hurts my feelings, especially when I dont even know where I went wrong.
My AddMaths teacher, she said i was 'berlagak', which I would never label myself as arrogant, but in her eyes, I am.
But I actually thank her (in my heart) that she actually told me what she feels about me, why she said to me, but on the other hand, she also said that she wont give me 'restu' and that I will fail my exam.
I, cried that night she told me that.
I dont think thats what a teacher should do towards her students but at the same time, she does have a right.
I do recall doing, saying things that may be assumed as disrespectful or arrogant, but I know, I didnt mean to and for that I'm sorry. 

Another teacher is my former Form 3 Maths teacher, she, urgh! 
I dont even know whats her problem!
I ran into her in school, I say salam but she was like..............
and I dont want to even bother.
What did I ever do to you?!?!
Because I flunk PMR? 
If thats so, then I sorry I failed you.

-I just finished eating, CONTINUE!!!-

Here's another thing,
I noticed that the bilik guru is a HOTSPOT for gossip among teachers on students.
I know that there has been rumours about me.
Particularly those about me flunking PMR because I was busy 'bercinta'
This statement cannot be more WRONG!
I dont know how it started, why it started but for crying out loud,
WHY ON EARTH WOULD I BE DATING?!?!?!?!
I, urgh. nevermind.......

Next, is my homeroom teacher last year,
I dont know why, but she doesnt just hate me,
she hates the whole class!!!
She is moody, she is sulky and she throws tantrum A LOT!!!
but then again, she is pregnant....
but that is now, theres no excuse for last year.
URGH!!!!!

Honestly, I cant say i love ALL my teachers but neither can I say I HATE them.
I am merely bringing out my opinion on why I feel such ways.
I dont like people hating on me for NO APPARENT REASON and wouldnt tell me why.
Madam Tan, Im sorry again if I may seem arrogant to you, and I accept your criticism as a building comment and I will make better of myself. And I also hope would forgive me for my wrongs.




Eccentric